Sunday, May 17, 2009
Dear Diary,
I've been having irritational mood nowdays. So right here, i apologize to anyone i've offended. It really getting on my nerves though. My fucking house has like 10 ppl in it alrd, and i cant take it. I feel as though i dont even have enuf space for myself anymore. I mean, i never had to wait so long just to use the bathroom. New relatives keep coming over to stay at my house. I hardly have space alrd. And, for FUCK's sake, they have no fucking idea whats privacy. That cousin of mine just WALKS into my fucking room like its her own godamn rooom, and asks to borrow my phone. As pissed as i was, i din show it of course. And coming to my room to tell me that she'll use my desktop for her office work? WTF? BEST fucking part? She's a fucking smoker. Although she doesnt really smoke in the house, the leftover smoke smell is fucking horrendous. I HATE CIGGERETTES. OR HOW EVER TO SPELL I DONT GIVE A FUCK. I saw her packet of sticks and had this urge to just wet it and throw it away.
I CANT TAKE IT OKAY? I WANNA MOVE OUT OF THIS DAMN HOUSE ALRD. AND THE FUCKING DOG WAS BARKING AND MAKING FUCKING NOISY SOUNDS ALL TEH WAY TILL 3 AM IN THE MORNING! CHEE BAI LA KNN KAO PEH NA BEI. FUCK I SWEAR IF I HAD THE CHANCE I'D KILL THAT DOG. I'M SERIOUS. AS I';M TYPING RIGHT NOW MY EMOTIONS ARE NEAR TO EXPLODING INSIDE OF ME. MY STRING AND USEAGE OF VULGAR HAS NEVER BEEN THIS EXTREME. I HAVE A LACK OF PRIVACY ALRD. I even have to worry before i check my email or something these few days. And i never leave my msn alone. Things i buy like my soya bean drink, oh my most loved drink disappear like crazy just after i buy it and leave it in the refridgerator to chill. AND FUCK SIA I DIN EVEN DRINK. I WAN MY OWN GODAMN HOUSE LA. WHERE I CAN CHOOSE WHO LIVES IN IT, ARGH. Enough of FUCKED UP stuff. My weekend was busier than usual i guess. And i offended someone on msn in the wee morning. I'm sorry, guess i got a little worked up. But i was really.. irritable at that part so.. yea. Its my fault okay? wow. I've been telling ppl not to emo so I"M NOT GONNA BE SAD OR ANYTHING. 'GET ON WITH LIFE AND DONT GIVE A FUCK TO ANYTHING THAT'S IN YOUR WAY' Is what i'll say for the moment. Though i'm not sure when i'll explode. I'll be hoping i dont. So should the ppl i my house right now. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. okay, except my brother. he knows his limits=) pray hard ppl in my house. You wont like it if i explode. NOT KIDDING. K Bye~ With Love, Galindo. |